Hvis lyset tar oss

photoblog and occasional ramblings of a dark ambient / drone musician , artist , and eccentric

A long time ago I went to a “mass” at an OTO temple.  I remember sitting there through the thing thinking “Is this it?” “Is this the dark shit I was always warned about as a kid going to church?”

It looked more like a poorly put together high school play and I just felt kind of embarrassed about the whole thing… fremdscham, really. Cheap brass candlesticks from the thrift shop… robes thrown together out of old graduation gowns.  Tired-looking, sagging, middle-aged woman sitting on the altar holding a little book over her heart and too much makeup on her face…

It all seems so much cooler in the movies.

Psycho Tribute - We’re all in our private traps (Time to time by time -…

(Source: youtube.com)

Robert Browning evening….

Ay, sounds it not like some old well-known tale?

For me, I estimate their works and them

So rightly, that at times I almost dream

I too have spent a life the sages’ way,

And tread once more familiar paths. Perchance

I perished in an arrogant self-reliance

Ages ago; and in that act, a prayer

For one more chance went up so earnest, so

Instinct with better light let in by death,

That life was blotted out — not so completely

But scattered wrecks enough of it remain,

Dim memories, as now, when once more seems

The goal in sight again. All which, indeed,

Is foolish, and only means — the flesh I wear,

The earth I tread, are not more clear to me

Than my belief, explained to you or no.

reminds me of the washington coastline… I’d like to go back out there again, I am both amazed and horrified of the ocean and the roughness of the pacific adds to the latter

reminds me of the washington coastline… I’d like to go back out there again, I am both amazed and horrified of the ocean and the roughness of the pacific adds to the latter

The record most often playing in my parlor…
http://youtu.be/QAPnv6RqZDs

The record most often playing in my parlor…

http://youtu.be/QAPnv6RqZDs

A piece i have had for a long time… Tibetan mala. Yak bone skull beads leading to larger skull carved from a human femoral head

A piece i have had for a long time… Tibetan mala. Yak bone skull beads leading to larger skull carved from a human femoral head

pumpkinrot

pumpkinrot

pumpkinrot

pumpkinrot

Pumpkinrot piece from Mr. Jones

Pumpkinrot piece from Mr. Jones

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